Saturday, 13 November 2010

What do you do, who do you turn to?

Having had a weigh in and lost no weight I started a downward spiral. I've drunk a lot of wine, I've not slept, I'm thinking if cutting myself and I don't know who to turn to. I came down if the initial high of seeing dd and all the gym stuff but I seem to have plummeted big time. I don't know who to talk to, who to see, who to confide in or who to attempt to tell how I'm feeling. I don't think I even know how I'm feeling myself right now. The urge to cut is so strong yet I know it's so wrong and would be taking a step back but the difference in my mood between a fortnight ago and now has scared me more than anything. I was doing so well I was prepared to come off the venlafaxine but now I just don't know. The sheer high from dd almost seems like mania compared to how I feel now. In 2 hours time I'm meant to be doing a fast walk but I don't know how as I've do many prescription drugs flowing through me! I'm feeling really desperate.

9 comments:

Connor O'Donoghue said...

Hey, Alhi. Hope you're doing ok. Coming off venlafaxine (if that's the same thing as efexor and I think it is) is awful. Get in touch if you need to. facebook.com/connormuzz Connor

Nature said...

I agree with what the above poster said. I saw a psychiatrist recently and he is appalled that venlafaxine is on the market in non extended release dose. Even as an extended release drug he wasn't too happy, I stopped taking it and my depression almost killed me.

I'm taking citalopram now and am doing better along with therapy.

Best of luck to you. Hang in there, but do get some assistance.

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Anonymous said...

Hello I read your post that said you were thinking of cutting yourself. I suggest you don't because i have and its not fun. I have had many problems and if it wasn't for my best friend i probably wouldn't be alive right now. I know how painful it is to lose weight too. I was anorexic. I am so glad i didn't kill myself because now i feel happier than ever.

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